I’m not surprised that you don’t have a boyfriend. I don’t want you to take this the wrong way, I just don’t think that very many people, especially your age, would be able to keep up with you. You know you are and you know what you want to do. Your eyes light up when you talk about your passions, and you’re not afraid to defy social norms and be who you are. And all this, this scares people.
There’s a reason girls change
their hair after a breakup, and
it has something to do with the
way blood can’t be scrubbed out
of carpet. It has something to do
with how the places where
terrible things happen all have
shrines built on them. It has
something to do with the way
you see the ghost of them
everywhere, even looking at
yourself in the mirror.
seriously all I want is a significant other who I can go on road trips with and go camping anywhere and everywhere with and share secrets with and cry with and make coffee over the fire with and listen to awesome music and just go on adventures and fucking enjoy life with, that’s all I want